So I can't remember a lot of things right now. For me it is December 2008. I have no idea why I am remembering this time in my life. I just got done looking at all of the pictures and different things, but right now it doesn't seem to help. Imagine being 17 years old and waking up the next day in Africa on a mission. Basically I've lost two and a half years of my life. Everything is so strange. Every time I try to remember anything it is useless right now. It's like trying to remember tomorrow. And seeing pictures of myself and other people is super weird. First of all all of the kids look so big, especially Carsen. Also I can't believe I did theater. I got a package today from a Johnson who gave me a journal and said I did theater with her son and I see pictures of me doing theater and I look like a fruit. And I guess I went to Utah State. I was looking at the pictures and my dorm was ghetto. I wonder who my roommates were? So they said that Grandma is doing better. What happened to her? And Mike is having a child? I think I have too many questions right now to be answered and every time I try to remember something I've read or a picture it is like looking at another life. I'll tell you everything I remember before yesterday. I remember going to school. I'm kind of stressed because of AP classes. I'm preparing to take a test in U.S., Chem., and Calc. My birthday was a couple of weeks ago. It's been snowing a lot. I also am working on my eagle project. I have long hair (not any more) and I wear glasses. I'm not doing so well in Chemistry. I think my short term memory is getting better. I can remember things that are happening over the past day better, but there is still that gap in my memory. It's like I'm in a strange dream and I'm just waiting to wake up and go on with my life. I'm going to try my hardest to get my memory back, because if I don't I have no idea what I"m going to do. Tell everyone thank you for all of the support, even the people I don't know I know. I love you all and sorry for how spoiled I act. This is the craziest thing that has happened to me. Hopefully I don't end up like Jason Bourne, at least I know who I am. I wish I could remember everything over the past couple of years so I can say something significant, but right now there is nothing. Tell the kids I love them and I love you guys as well. I hope I make it through this.
Love,
Chandler
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